its not gonna be alright..

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 06:12:11 GMT

i dont even know
seriously
fuck
just one of the moods i guess
but now im way confused
about eveeeeeeerrrrrryyyyyy thiiiiiiiinnnnnnnng
i feel bad too
i dont even know

ps
my life is shit right now
i havent seen my mom in 2 days
shes doing one of those things where she takes off
doesnt tell anyone
and you cant get a hold of her
she does this from time to time
im sick and fuckin tired of this shit constantly happening
are you fucking kidding me?
who the fuck leaves there kids like this
its fuckin bull shit
and then she'll just come home
and act like everything is okay
fuck that

seriously
i do not want to end up like her
i pray to god i dont end up like her

and i have this twitching problem in my eyebrow
and pissin me offffffffffff

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:29:25 GMT

afjvgsjgkajgsd;jkg
so the cool thing to do is making new livejournals
and since ive had the same goddamn one since 7th grade!??!?!kwqjfgkald
i decided to make a new one

scotty_lame_o

its lame right now
but you should still add it
and i will defiinitly add you back =]

wow

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 22:39:41 GMT

this weekend was absolutely spectacular
friday was jesse's birthday
and we partyed at hoolas
and had an amazing time
and yesterday
holy fuck

probobly one of he greatest experinces ever
my band played at nightmare fest
wow
i honestly thought we sounded bad
but everyone thought we did so0o0o good
ive never had so many compliments in my life
it was amazing
we had the place filled
wall to wall
people outside the door
and everything
even JOB FOR A FUCKING COWBOY THOUGHT WE WERE AMAZING?!?!??!?!
god that felt great
pretty much the whole band came on stage after we played and was like
omg you guys were soo good blah blah
it felt soooooo great

and last but not least
pretty much, This City Is Burning
the same record label Final Burden is on
and the same record label STICK TO YOUR GUNS is on and ELYSIA
wants to frekin sign us!
how amazing is that .. i was sooo happy..
they want us to get ready for a full length cd to release and start writing
but right now we just have maaaaddd hookups.. on merch, on shows and everythinng, were playing at chain soon in decemeber, with ELYSIA and THE FACELESS
its amazing..
and in the summer of next year were gonna be touring with ELYSIA
shit
yesterday pretty much changed my life

so friday hungout with my friends
yesterday had an amazing time with my band
got to see tons of other bands
meet plenty of new friends and people
all with my girlfriend by my side
and today just relaxing cuz im sore as hell
and i belive hanging out with the gee eff yet again
=D

i simply love life.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 06:35:44 GMT

are you kididng?
my night just got a whole lot worse
i seriously think i could kill someone right now.
fuck

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 04:54:28 GMT

ah
theres no one to talk to right now
i dont think im gonna be sleeping much
=/

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 05:48:00 GMT

ah
so this weekend
was yet
another fun filled amazing weekend
friday was perfect

yesterday was fun

and today was extremely pleasant

i love life right now
everythings great

ps

i belive i am officially in a band
i am officially the new bassist for Underneath The Gun
( www.myspace.com/utg )
wich im totally happy and stoked about
i dont really care what everyone else thinks
im making music with some of my best friends and i love it
=]

goodnight♥

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 03:50:16 GMT

days are getting better i belive

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 06:57:51 GMT

pretty much
feel like the most horrible person alive right now

she kept on saying
its ok
its ok

but i know its not

my eyes hurt
i know im not going to be able to sleep tonight.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 04:47:21 GMT

i dont know how something like this could just bring me down so quick.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 07:44:12 GMT

so today was fuckin spectacular
got out of school at 1050!!! wheeww for ealy minimum dayys =D
theenn me and april<3 and lilly and trenton went grazianos
and had some bangin pizza
then played some games
won like 400 tickets
cuz im pro
and then went back to the gee effs house and watched movies
then went on a walk to the park and had fun times
=]
so us four just hangingout is ALOT of fun i belive

then me and trent left around 7 ish
and went to the final fight and time for change show!
OMF
soo muuuuccchh FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
dancing, singalongs.. ah
i love shows like that
cuz i mean so many people go to hardcore shows and are like FUCK YEAH MAN WERE GONNA FUCKIN TEAR SHIT UP TONIGHT AND KICK PEOPLES ASSES! FUCKK YEAAHH!! BAAAH!
but at these shows
its just like pure fun.. sure you dance and sometimes hit people
but its different for some reason
and then grabbing the mic and singing along to your favorite song
is simply the best

so today was an amazing day
i hungout with with my girlfriend
and some friends
then went to a show saw more friends
had a fun time
and bonded with trent

a fucking wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!

ps.. im playing bass for underneath the gun friday out in nuevo..
so who ever reads this better be there
thanks
=]

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:11:27 GMT

ahh
absolutley spectacular weekend
friday was just one of the longest days ever
seriously
right after school and shit
wow
hah
but i thank god for ericka, becca,and tiffany for saving my life
hahha
i was all alone and whatnot
around like 11 ish or something
i dont even know
but yeah.. it was great times

then saturday.. woke up
trevor picked me up, hungout with him peter marg and tyler and shaun and adam at peters
fun stuff
jack in the box
then amazing caulfield practice
then amazing light season practice
then me and jess decided we wanted to go see nbr
so we did
then went to britts
party and what not
it was bangin

and todaaaayyyy =]
great day
hungout with the one and only
FINALLY
she came over way early
cuddled in bed for a long time
listened to musica and movies and what not
then after a few hours.. we went with my mother to go eat
then ice cream afterwards
came back home
cuddled some more and watched lords of dogtown
then she left around nine
one of the best days ever
i love sundays

pretty much
great weekend.

=]!!!

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 03:19:31 GMT

ahhh
today was so great
really just a good lovin fun day
right after school me cameron and collin walked across the street
and the wonderful kelley mae picked us up
it was funn shit
alta dena
mall
sounds like
best buy
fun stuff pretty much
i wish days were like this more often
and tomorrows friday
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww!!!!
=D!

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 04:03:12 GMT

fuck
sometimes i just dont know
things are fuckin great at moments
then
laaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmeeeee
i dunno
fuckin weired

i think its just me
its probonly just my fault
i really dont know
maybe im over reacting or something?
or am i?
who fucking knows these days

whatves.
im done

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 04:18:47 GMT

fuck
i have a good mother
hah
i seriously cant fuckin rely on her for anything
ever
its pretty damn horrible if you ask me.

its all weired and shiiiiiiiiit

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 20:11:13 GMT

well last night was abslutely amazing

i had so much fun

Gym Class Heroes was great!

travis is one of the nicest people ever

Emery was a amazing also

like always

i just had alot of fun hanginout with my best friends in the world and seeing amazing music what

more can you ask for? =]

on our way to the show =]

GYM CLASS HEROES!!

EMERY!!!

It was so cool.. travis from Gym Class Heroes came out and raped emery when they played Walls... and then he started singing and screamin and stuff... it was great

After the show... Met and talked to travis

took a MAD gangsta picture..

Tyler with Josh from emery.. the keybordest guy

he signed tylers nipple..

nick and josh...

me and big dog kelley!

me and the duff man

BIG DOGS!

In N Out after the showww...

hahah some mad crazy drunken guy kept on talkin to us

so that was my night.. very fun and amazing

definitly made my weekend =]

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 01:47:44 GMT

seriously dieing in my mouth
ugghh!
i hattteeee haattteee haate it!!
fuck dentist!

the two things i hate more than anything in the world
bananas
and the destist!

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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!

just say fuck alot.. it makes things better.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 03:15:34 GMT

khsadgla
fuck the dentist
they fuckin destory your teeth like a bitch
seriously
mad aching right now
im never going back
even though i have another apointement on the 16th?
ugh

ah
i dunno whats wrong with me.

so i pretty much get my hopes up
laaaaammmmeee
whateves though

and uh
i exsist
hah
and im a bad speller
school sucks
blaaaaahhhh bllaaaaaahhhhh
djhahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
isssssssss
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

the end

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 05:03:41 GMT

sometimes i totally feel it
but then sometimes
i just dont know
its the little things i guess
hah

im fuckin lame.

We're just the boys and girls that think they always know

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 22:12:27 GMT

woooow
seriously
intense thursday/friday
hahaha
it was wayyy fun
but for some odd reason.. thursday night feels like a week ago or something
swear
its intense.
and friday morning was great
then we lay in bed till 8pm
and have no problem with it.
ah it was nice
just because =]
♥

deffinitly having a good last few days of summer.

and today i am not sure whats goin down
im tired
and i feel dirty
i need a shower
hah

best friends put me in better moooddss=]

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 11:23:18 GMT

soooo
today started out grreeat
woke up early
had a bangin jam sesh
had some laughs
had some food
hungout with friends
had better laughs
ha

then come home..
and like its insane
i dunno
stupid shit pretty much.. i had to call the cops
fuckin mexicans
well i am half mexican
but stil
hahaha
whatves
if you wanna know more.. ask i supose.

then i got over the whole drama incedent
and my friends made me feel better
=]

kjhfkja
comment Mr.Taylor Stacks new picture on myspace.com
i must say
its a great picture
muhhahahahaha

kahjgfjashg
3 more days?!?!?!
ah
and now i cant even talk to her
man
rough and tough
hopefully past by sooon
♥

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 08:36:42 GMT

ah
i love when she calls =]
hah
and 4 more days..
shiiiitt
♥

well ive done nothing all day
and sometimes its good to do nothing i think.
hah
kinda
oh welllllll
i watched the mtv awards with my momma. it was coool. kelly klarkson was bangin. so was kanye west.. it was good stuff fur suurrrree

well now i gotta see hwat im gonna do for the next few hours
hm

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 11:00:02 GMT

hah
as a smart lady once said
bustteedd....

yeah.. pretty much.
eh oh well.. school starts soon
im kinda happy.. cuz i acutally have a class with taylor.
its gonna be good times.
and school shoping!!
wheeeww
ha
welllll

ahhhh things are kinda confuseing.. this weekend was great..without a doubt..

i think ive made my discission on the whole girl situation.pretty much..yeah..
i hope its a good one.

shit
5 more days
i wish it was faster.
oh well
much love
♥

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 12:37:00 GMT

ahhh
so
yesterday
mountain gate park was wayyyyy fun
hah
we got yelled at by a man and such

then later on in the night
ericka and becca came over
fun fun fun
but scarety cats wouldnt go to porn pit
well
all the way
hah

today.. i went to the dentist
ah
i hate the dentist
and then
i slept till six in the afternoon

and then night time was great
wedding reseptions and what not
sorry if it was boring for you tay
thanks for comin though.. i love you
but
staying till 4am was great!=]
ah
amazing
buttttt 8 daysss????
this is going to be rough
eh

well that sums it up i guess
night

ps. more photos laterrr

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:17:56 GMT

tonight was fun

past few days

great

fucking great

i think ha

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hahahha yeah thats me!

so.... whats up?

hahhaha welll uhm.. those are probobly some of my favorite pictures right now..

that ive been taking and what not.. ok

im done

tired

and

sleepy

&hearts;

ps. i got a fuckin hair cut and shit

night

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 19:43:50 GMT

fuck
pretty much stupidity..

i hate when i get all build up just to be shot down..
fuck
the first time i plan something,
and try to make things better
it just gets shitty

story of my fucking life.